Friday, August 31, 2012


Well, I need an "umph" in life.  Without this so-called "umph", I feel like I'm missing something y'know. Everyday is so empty. There is just no...spice. I need it. That "umph". That die-hard "umph."

This "umph" is that bread spread in life. It's like I'm eating life the bland way. Where are you "Umph"? Why did you go away? ;_;

Since people are always telling me to engage myself in activities that would expand my circle of friends, I. SHALL. FOLLOW. (*^*)>
The exact song that would go to what  I'm feeling now is:

LEMON TREE by Fools Garden

( thanks to Oda for introducing this song to me)

Yes. After listening to the song, you might get what i meant about "umph."


FRUIT 2. Here we go.  *dances*

I can't do anything but show the world of my smile. Perhaps:


Smile. Enjoy what you got right now.

Smile. Make decisions that would lead to your happiness.

Smile. Because the world can't help but smile with you.

Smile. I'm still searching for my "umph" in life.

Your random blogger:


Thursday, August 30, 2012

Precious Hearts

<3 I am into Precious Hearts Now. <3

Kenzo, My Love (´∀`)♡

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

{Pizza Paloooza}

My friends and I are going out for some pizza. <3 No words can describe how my friends and I love pizza and pasta. Italaian Food Galore. <3 (•ิ_•ิ)


You are my escape of life's turmoil. ヽ(;▽;)ノ Come here you. Let's make babies. <3

Mood: Numb and Hesitant

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

{nothing lasts forever}

Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience. - Victoria Holt


Live it. Love it. Lick it.


I just want to give these smores to him. And play Skyrim.

[and my USB]

Monday, August 27, 2012

{ eSports }

Random Boy 1: Whoah, Starcraft!

Random Boy 2: Yeah, it is.

Random Boy 1: Is that Starcraft 1 or 2? I guess that's Starcraft 2. ( me with twitching ears)

Random Boy 2: It's Starcraft II.

Me ( couldn't handle the conversation): Do you guys play Starcraft II?

Random Boy 1: Starcraft I. I never tried playing Starcraft II.

Me: How about you?

Random Boy 2: I never played both of those games. But I heard of its story.

Me( facing Random Boy 1): Let's play sometime. I'm also a noob. You should try playing Starcraft II.

Random Boy 1: Hahahaha! No wonder!

Random Boy 2: She's looking for a victim!

And I was wearing a LARGE grin. ( *dammit. They've seen right through me ⊙△⊙ )

PESO eSports was a 2 day event full of excitement and thrill. Main games are the following: Starcraft II , Dota 2, Dota, and Tekken 6. Many players were gathering in one spot and I was like *spazzmyewhfhdwpbfasd* off. ⊙▽⊙

Lex was a player in the event. He was Top 7. ( beri gud beri bright) Haha. And I've seen some familiar faces. And most of his friends. (^_^)v

Next time, if there's an eSport event coming up, IMMA JOOOOOOOOOINNNN~ >:3 I am badass. PROTOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSS ( or maybe imma change my race to Terran) I'm not sure anymore.

Imma post pics for updates in my next blog and show you guys, how a fangirl freak I can be. >:D

- replies are needed -

oooooh, and imma greet my mom the warmest birthday greeting. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMAAAAAAA! I LOVE YOU!!! You are the greatest mom a girl could have. You are still young and beautiful! Keep smiling mommy~ :*

Your any random day blogger,


Saturday, August 25, 2012

{ another progress}

will be attending the two-day major gaming event  today. Cosplay will only be a sideline because this event focuses on all the electronic players and their OZUM skills. *^*

Will only go as an original character. Did not have enough time to prepare and such because of my job and its anniversary. So i was quite busy if you ask me. I became a referee in the games of our celebration. o.o
And here's a whole body preview of my Sheryl Nome Cosplay. Fushuuuu~ <3

(thanks to Zen for the fantastic bodyshot.)

I want to divert myself to activities such as these.

Otherwise, my heart will have its pieces fall again. And me no gusta. o.o

and also, yesterday was the birthday of my ex-boyfriend. He invited me out to dinner with his family. And it seems like nothing changed. Well, all happy endings start with an ending so let's not put hopes with that one. :3

Happy Birthday Lex. :D Hope we will both be happy in life.

Oh, and he will be attending the eSports Event today, so yeah, I hope i'll be able to give him the smores I made for his birthday. I wasn't able to give it to him yesterday, because I was afraid that he wouldn't like it. But then he told me that he would, so yeah, let's see if he likes my (akane's from ranm 1/2) cooking.

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

{ My love for cosplay)

Since I have a lot of free time and everyday is like a schedule to me, i need some change.  A simple  change that can , well, you know, make use of my time and all that stuff. \(;´□`)/ So I need to go steady with this passion of mine which is cosplaying.No one wants to have an everyday schedule. Believe me, it's scary.

Cosplaying has offered a wide range of activities to me. Improving your artistic skills, and your resourcefulness are one of the few benefits of cosplaying. I cosplay because I love what I love and I'm not afraid to show it. I'm proud that I go gaga over Ao No Exorcist or Guilty Crown or... or... Honey and Clover or Lovely Complex. I go gaga to all of them. I'm proud that I am an OTAKU. i will bear an otaku title. <( ̄︶ ̄)> booooyaah!

Well, back to where we left off, I'm going to dedicate my time to making props and test my artistic skills to its limits. Since, the fun I had was long gone, and I'm not sure if it's going to come back or not to me permanently; (and when it DOES come back, I'll hug it back with open arms)  but until then, I'll divert myself to these activities therefore. ヾ(´▽`;)ゝSo back off boys. Kufufufufu~ No disturbing.

ヾ(@† ▽ †@)ノ
To cosplay, you need passion. <3 *doki*

" and passion i shall"

Risa Koizumi from Lovely Complex





Lots and lots of passion ( ̄へ ̄) like a boss.

Photo credits:

{ Nurses from the Silent Hill Game}

just epic ain't it? <3


I. AM. A. PROUD. OTAKU.  (︶ω︶)

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

{ There's a difference }

Please know the difference between every situation. Like knowing the difference between want and need; the difference between " I love you because I need you and I need you because I love you." The difference between dislike and hate and all the other "betweens" in life. You get the point. ~ (´;д;`)

There is a necessity of needing to know the differences. This is a must in life. It is a must.

Please. Please know all the differences. I need space sometimes. I need space.

SIGH. (╯︵╰,)

Will stuff myself with food because I am a sad panda. (● ̄(エ) ̄●)

22, tomorrow <3 

Monday, August 20, 2012

{ why can't i refuse?}

The title says it all: i have this weird habit in saying yes to every favor I get. Recently, I was chosen as a representative in a talent show and honestly speaking, I don't want to at all. I had it with talent shows. I was traumatized by my recent experience ( both my laptop and celphone got stolen). I know , I know that joining a talent show, doesn't mean that it's going to happen again . But you may never be too cautious. And besides, I have memories from that certain February. And it is still making my heart bleed. ((T.T; )
i miss you. </3

back toooooo the topic of not being able to refuse favors, I JUST CAN'T. My brother even called me a "Yes Girl". I'm just too scared to refuse. I have two reasons: either, i'm afraid i would lose an opportunity for my my sake, or i'm afraid of not being able to grab the opportunity while i had the chance. ( Do those choices even make sense?) (ノдヽ)

I know I must say no in the future. But time will tell. And I promise myself I will. :>

And Happy Birthday to my friend, Clark. :3 Now listen, I want some cake yo hear? ( ̄ー ̄)

I am the Cake Monster. MUHAHAHAHAH~

Sunday, August 19, 2012

{ i lack }

Okay, here is one picture  from the last shoot. As what I have stated from my last blog, that the plan has been changed from summer sunshine into black and white, ( because Kim and I dropped by to eat some cake.)
*(*´∀`*)☆ TEHEH~!

Hello there. I am the cake monster :p

And I would like to share some of my sentiments because my heart's heavy at the moment :(

Remember When

by Brittney K. Cook

Remember when we were so in LOVE?
I do, because you were the one I could trust.

Remember when you would hold me tight?
I do, I didn’t want you to let go I wanted it to last all night.

Remember when we use to argue about the stupidest things?
I do, because when you got mad it was the cutest thing!

Remember when our love was so strong?
I do, because I thought nothing could go wrong.

Remember when you said you loved me?
I do, I had a great feeling come to me.

Remember when you said you wouldn’t lie?
I do, because when I found out all I did was cry.

(´;ω;`) My misery. Please end.

Saturday, August 18, 2012

{ for the sake}

I got a call from someone and he told me why he hasn't seen any updates in my blog. And now I have answered his prayers. YEHEY~ Haha. I am just happy that I got a lot of students today ( i mean yesterday, it's 12:54 am here; ugh! you get the point) and now i'm in a tight situation between designing and competing in our company's talent competition.

Oh yeah, the shoot went well and all goes with it. But there were like MAJOR changes. Since we stopped by to eat some cake, we didn't manage to do a shoot while the sun's still out. It was already 5 pm and plus, it was cloudy. So no sun for us. BOOOOOOOO >.>

Well, all in all, it was from a summer plan to black and white shoot. It was supposed to be Part 5 in my planned portfolio but oh well. (´−`) ンー  Imma update you guys once photos are up. Good mornight everyone! Imma go to sleep again now. Ciao!~ (`・ω・´)”

And what's up with the Slender Man game? It's getting popular and I'm really getting scared as I'm typing this right now. . >,<

must have good dreams. <3

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

{ A Summer's Shine }

Since we're having constant rain showers and strong winds these days, it's time to brighten up the atmosphere. My gorgeous friends Oda and Dora ( both are totally cute and petite ;> ) ,  and I are going to have a shoot together. Kim Berly Caminos ( A.K.A. " ODA" - i have no idea how Kim became Oda ) , will be the awesome photographer and Dora will be the Pose Choreographer. ( I'm not sure if that even  exist) and I will be the model. We have come up a Photoshoot Project for Oda to improve her photography skills, and for future portfolio projects.

I can't wait to take Flappy ( my Jap Schitz) out for a walk during the shoot. Imma include my cute behbeh out and let's not forget her cute little pup that keeps munching away my sandals <3.

Our First Project will be about the Sun's shine. To overlap our dark gloomy atmosphere over our side. *^* >

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

{ my comeback }

I have never felt this way before. It's been such a long time since I long grasped COSPLAY. ヽ(;▽;)ノ oooooh, I miss you so bad. The preparations before cosplay, I've never felt so alive. Seeing familiar faces in the cosplay scene was quite a bliss. <3 DOKI DOKI fyuuuun~ <3

Because of my frail body and my health, I have come back from a long hiatus and hid my face amongst faces. AND NOW THIS IS MY RETURN :D

I had quite a daring cosplay of Sheryl Nome from Macross Frontier. It was my first time exposing the middle part of my chest and my butt sides. Haha ( i don't even know if that word exists. )

So this is the version of Sheryl Nome I was cosplaying.

Sheryl Nome from Macross Frontier

I had lots of fun on Sunday's event. I was even invited to a cos-video shoot located in The Terraces thanks to Mel. Haha. It was hot and my heels were too high, making it difficult to stand steadily in the heat. My feet felt so heavy and the pain was excruciating. My feet was on its mercy.  (゚´Д`゚)゚

The photographers were kind enough to consider everyone's comfort. Like I stated in my first blog, COS-Photogs and Photogs alike; I SALUTE (*^*)>

Cos-Video Shoot Snapshot

I also had a jolly good ol' fun with my fellow FUBU partner ( FUBU = the name of our friendly circle ^_^ v) Johara Veloso! She is funny in every way. And I DEFINITELY LOVE PEOPLE WHO HAVE A VERY HUGE SENSE OF HUMOR. <3 oooh, Love. It was also my adorable doll's birthday, Alex Caballo,  that day and she was wearing red. HOOORAH!

Johara, Alex and Me <3

It was a fun and tiring day. I DO NOT REGRET THE THINGS I HAVE DONE.  We have to continue to move on and strive for something better. Once is enough, twice is too much, thrice is goodbye. :3 I don't know what I'm babbling about.

It's also amazing how two friends played Flyff together, our little beloved Flyff characters met and greeted; that evolved into facebook conversations until the two of us have met personally last Sunday in the event. We actually ran into each other despite the crowds of people. It was FATE! OMG! Haha. ヾ(´▽`;)ゝ

Me and Clark ( PedoBear Member Haha )

All in all, it was quite a joyous day for moi. After the event, the FUBU circle hit karaoke and some dim sum. Haha.~ And so, this is the story of my comeback as a cosplayer. Will post tutorials and links of how I did Sheryl Nome's Mic. C: See you and thanks for your time.

Sunday, August 12, 2012

{ Eiga Sai Japan Festival}

YOOOHOOOOO~ So today will be the last day of the Eiga Sai Japan Festival( a one week celebration for Japan establishing ties with the Philippines) . There will be a cosplay event and a catwalk for the competitors. I am so excited. This will be my return from the long cosplay hiatus. 〈(゜。゜)

I will be cosplaying as ****** **** ( a galactic singer) from ******* ********.  Imma blog it up once I've cosplayed her. :3 HOOOHHHAAAAHHH!~

This is thus the teaser for my cosplay today. >///<

Imma post pics to update everyone of how the event went. I am looking forward to meet familiar faces in the cosplay scene. And also eat pizza and ice cream with my FUBUs. <3

Have a great day everyone. <3<3<3

Saturday, August 11, 2012

{ i need to sell } will be closing down

I need to sell my cosplay stuff online, and sad to say, will be shutting down this December 1st. It's the only selling site I know in Southeast Asia that has wide range of exposure for items for sale. They're going to be converted to some sort of support site, and so I've read. (´;д;`)

My closet is filled with cosplay costumes that I don't use anymore. It kills me to see those unused behbehs. ( ≧Д≦) I know selling items need patience, but being too patient makes you impatient. OOOOOOH~ WHATSHOULDIDO?

Imma list down my stuff for sale and also the stuff that were sold:


Short Wite Wig
Nel Tu Costume
Long Green Curly Wig ( Nel Tu)
Moka Akashiya Uniform


Moka Akashiya Rosario Necklace
Pink Chiffon Dress
Miku Hatsune's Love is War Megaphone

I have lots of wigs I want to sell. But I fear that I may use them in the future. Hahaha~ Woe is me. >.< ?

I really want to sell those above items.  my closet needs some emptying since there are still bigger events in the near future and bigger expenditures. *^*

and also, since my costumes need a new home~ i hope they get adopted by OZUM parents.  *rocks*

Thursday, August 9, 2012

{ i want to be a photographer }

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I absolutely envy photographers that possess overflowing talents towards photography. My passion for photography eventually grew as I started cosplaying. I salute all photographers and cos-photographers who have reached the aura of the portrait of what they're trying to portray. READY... SALUTE 〈(゜。゜)

Since I'm into photography, I want to take photographs of places, people, events, and even memories that would last forever. <3 OH ETERNITY. BUT! yes, there's a BUT! ( not THAT, another but XD ) I don't have those wonderful behbehs that you photographers have. Yes. I. DON'T. HAVE. A. DSLR.  Those apertures and those wonderful photos that those behbehs make are one of the reasons for my prolonged suffering as a " photographer-wanna-be." I tried using a digital cam but the pictures I took are unsatisfactory. And they don't give out that " sparkling" emulation.

I must save half of my life's income for me to buy one. That means DIET for moi'. o(´^`)o kufuuuuuuuuuu~!

This is my first post as a blogger and I hope I get along with everyone here on out. (」゚ペ)」now off to diet i gooooo!~
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