Saturday, October 27, 2012


Goodbye my weekends. 

Change of RD naoooooo. (゚´Д`゚)゚

My body got used to the sleeping and to the waking, and now it's going to be a go-go.


Today, I have a sideline. 

and that sideline is to be a....

*drum rolls*

... PROMO girl...

Hahaha. I'll be wearing a kimono and will be serving out coupons and flyers tonight in Qbay.

A japanese restaurant owned by the company I'm working.

Qbay is located on the ground floor of Skyrise 4 building in IT park.
i'm gonna make some extra cash ( and free food). hahaha. I have plenty of time to waste. *giggles*

My interpretation of thy self.

( This is similar to the kimono they showed me)

Just used the program paint.

( and i place lots of imaginary bubbles) LOL

I have godspeed hands.


HOHOHOHOHOHO~ (high pitch laugh)

Please drop by at Qbay and you get to have discounts and more. ♥ *winks*

I'll be there from 6 pm to 12 am.

Will post pics lataaaahhh~

Thursday, October 25, 2012

{ froggie lama }

hahaha. A random blog for today. ;)

I am craving for some hard-die caffeine.

Will update this blog soon.

Introducing my "frog mug".

I call him "MUGI"

No words can describe how I love those green figures. ( well, except for the real ones.)

(I prefer my love for frog icons, not those leaping ones we see ) <:< booooh.

Isn't he adorable?

I have a frog bag at home and his name is Zeus. Sometimes, during the night, I can sense he's crying. (ノД`)・゜・。 ( yes, my frog stuff cry)

I think I've been neglecting him these days. I am sorry Zeus.
I can manage you on my own.
I'm going to take you out on a jog soon.

I promise my baby. ♥

( This is how I can be motherly at times )

My love for FROGs has never wavered.

There was this one time I got myself some henna tatoo and the pattern is similar to this:


and i am planning on having it again


That will be all for today guys.
Tell me if you found some new icons for me to eat on

oh and...

some new frog items to share?

I will certainly have it. :*

See ya~!

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

{ horse }

Since I haven't met Jay( my friend photographer) for a while now, I invited him out for a drink. And I got wasted.  They haven't played fair last night. ( TДT)

Jay told me that we'd start at 7 pm. I ordered some drinks and started drinking hoping that he would come soon, but unfortunately, he arrived at 8 PM yesterday. And by the time of his arrival, YES, I was already wasted. ( I haven't eaten dinner)

I was practically shouting at Moon Cafe in The Walk in I.T. Park. :I And I was walking in zigzag lines and I mumbled some stuff. I do not even remember what happened. And I forgot where I placed my necklace. BOHUHUHUHU

I do remember some moments, but most, NADAAAAA~

I was thankful for Kharl for massaging my hand. Haha. Although it hurts, and the pain from it still stings.

I was SO tipsy. So to say. GAWD. I'm really not cut out for drinking. Sigh.

The most difficult part yesterday was to bring me home. They suggested that I should ride a taxi and leave my car at the parking place. I told them this, " No. I can drive." And reaaaalllllyyyyy reassured them that I'll be okay.

So basically, yeah...
I drove drunk yesterday.

Thank God for His guidance that nothing happened.

And still leave me with some moral.

I might have been added to his collection if ...yeah...

It was my first time driving sober. Gawd. It feels so horrible.

I'm still having a hangover right now, and I'm still nauseous. I need something warm to eat. Sigh.

This is my life now.

Friday, October 19, 2012

{ being suffocated }

" Please, you're suffocating me."

What do you have in mind when you hear these words.

A physical strangle perhaps? Or something else that dwells deep within your hidden thoughts?

Something that would regard emotions and the like.

Being suffocated in a relationship is ...hmmm... kind of like letting your cute fuzzy puppy cross the street. Thus, you have to watch him like a hawk.

And hence, the puppy feels "suffocated".

you make puppeh sadddd~ 

Being in a suffocating relationship is can I describe this... hmmm... "imprisoned"

You are deprived of your freedom, your choices, and etc.

Can I not make my own decisions? I have a mind. My own personal Hypothalamus and Medulla Oblangata for Pete's sake! Sigh.

I do not want to be  kept in some gilded cage.

I know it's love, but too much is just too much.
It will eventually lead to extreme paranoia and distrust.

This is what I don't like.


Free me.

i need aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Thursday, October 18, 2012

{ i love candy. }

Hahaha. I am inspired here and there by fashion blogs everywhere.
I am at awe to Camille Co's choice of exotic designs and exemplary fashion


how Kryz Uy got to magically turn simplicity into utmost beauty

They are like goddesses of fashion. As Ta La Bista. POINT MUNCHO~ *^* I wanna be like them someday. Now I have an inspiration in life.

I have to lose weight first. Haha. Joggggggggggg Mau! JOOOOGGGGGGG! ( and a little bit of zumba mamba )

My want for a DSLR will never waver. My dream. WILL NEVER END. (;A;)

I feel a big change coming in. *giggles* I don't know what.


Me goofing off at the office. Blog blog time. ;3

I see RENZEL cruising over some fashion sites. *giggles*

My pretty Tara sharing a web pose for me. :))

And THUS,  she DID her magic that I cannot do.

I stooped over in defeat. :C

My gesture of defeat. BOOOOOOO~.

En-En and I will go shoooopppping tonight~ YEY! Hahaha. I get to be at a mall again! :3


will do mucho macho *winks*


Now Listening To:

Watch Me Walk Away


Katy Perry

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

{ escape }

Sometimes, I just want to escape somewhere.

Just want to lie on the sand and listen to the sea's waves.

Feeling the cold breeze brush against my face, and just gaze at the stars.

I want to feel that brief moment of serenity.

That will be a good way for a man's proposal.

 Letting the peace wash away anything your mind is thinking.

I want to be with someone though.

And I pray, may he open my eyes once more.

And I will give it to him like it has never been taken.


Tuesday, October 16, 2012

{ fix a heart}

Baby tell me how could you be so cruel
It's like you're pouring salt on my cuts

I just ran out of band aids

I don't even know where to start

cause you CAN'T bandage the damage

you never really can fix my heart


Listening to:

Fix A Heart


Demi Lovato

Their pairing was such a waste. :'(

Maybe, some perfect couples always have an ending to them.

And I would like to send my utmost condolence to their families.

They were too young to move on from this world.

They were gifts I can say.

To Sir Jugrad: Your enthusiasm sir, your teachings... everything were amazing.

To Didi: I still remember when she told me " You're so beautiful" that left me stunned, knowing I am in awe at her beauty.

The world's ironic. Sigh.

Rest in Peace

Sir Jugrad Jumao-as & Didi AbiAbi

The two of you will always be remembered in our hearts.

Monday, October 15, 2012

{ YEY! }

Suzie managed to scan my works and Chapter 3 of my shoujo comics entitled as " Thoughts" is done.

Now she is currently working on Chapter 2.

Thanks to all my friends for supporting my works and stories. (giggles)

I appreciate all of your support.


it's not that automatic manga reader wherein you click the next page and it shows up in the same page;

but please bear with the effort of linking it to the image file. *^* you will see for yourself.

i am a happy monkey.

Link to Chapter 3 here:

Friday, October 12, 2012

{ long hair on progress- HURRAH }

From the moment my chest-length hair was cut last July, I knew no boundaries.

My efforts. My asset. My hair. My goldilocks hair.

When the hairdresser told me that it needs some trimming and style because of the split ends, I mourn in defeat. I need my locks to grow in full length.  ;_; boooohoooooo~



I shout in horrid joy. Oh.

Trying to perk up a smile.


You are my small happiness. ♥

Wednesday, October 10, 2012


Dear God

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold him when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left him when I found him
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold him when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left him when I found him
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold him when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left him when I found him
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again



アイシテル ♥

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

{ 50 Shades of Grey}

.I am addicted to his 50 Shades of Grey.

Fifty Shades of Grey is a 2011 erotic novel by British author E. L. James. Set largely in Seattle, it is the first instalment in a trilogy that traces the deepening relationship between a college graduate, Anastasia Steele, and a young business magnate, Christian Grey. It is notable for its explicitly erotic scenes featuring elements of sexual practices involving bondage/discipline, dominance/submission, and sadism/masochism (BDSM).

I love the story. It enkindles the two characters' passion for each other. The story has several twists and mysteries in it. I love it because it makes you feel reeling about it. It leaves you in some sort of a hanging cliff.

Christian Grey is my ideal man. But not those 50 shades of him. There is no way I'm going to %^@*$(%$)(@~ but it maybe 熱い *winks* in some ways.

I know guys will learn to love reading because of this. This motivates a man to read.

Trust me.

WARNING: Contains sexual exploitations you don't want to miss.


You won't regret it. ;)

Leaves you アクティブ

Monday, October 8, 2012


I've been letting my friends in the office read my manga shoujo comics. And they certainly love the stories I've been making. My friends told me to submit my works to a publishing company but I'm too scared. I can't imagine that it will get rejected and all that. :/ just imagine a scene wherein this man in a formal suit tears up all your blood-and-sweat efforts into pieces repeating the words " REJECTED REJECTED!". Ain't that painful in the inside? illOTL

Suzie ( a dear friend of mine) volunteered to scan my works and she also suggested that I should upload them here in my blog. But the thing is, all of my works are in a form of pencil markings and paper. So it's really not that clear once it will be uploaded online. Either way, I pray that it will be successful. I'm gonna let the world know of my stories. That would be a dream. :<


"You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking her where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
It's working cause you know that

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me"

Friday, October 5, 2012

{ Ruri Chikamatsu Total Revamped}

Well, I cosplayed as Ruri Chikamatsu from Mahou Shoujo No Taisetsu Na Koto. 

Mahou Shoujo No Taisetsu Na Koto ( A Magic Girl's Importance) is a hentai-novel series game wherein the main character is an average student (except for his pretty appearance) and all that. He has moved to a school on the island to look for his missing mother. But an upside-down chapel that appears in the sky at night, evil shadows generated by the chapel and various mysterious happenings keep bugging people on the island. He inevitably gets involved in this trouble and he transforms into a magical girl (?) when he faces one of the shadows. Days later, he hears the fact that his mother is actually a magical girl. Like this, his battle life against the shadows starts....

Yesh, it's just like that. So eventually, you can't turn into a magic girl not unless you get *******. (*w* ) FU FU!~

I cosplayed as Ruri ( that girl there on the left)

Cosplaying as the Magic Girl of Ruri (right side)

But eventually, I lack the time and the resources to do all of the following portrayals. (T_T)

We weren't able to attach the pink plywood thingy at my back because we lack the materials and the time and it was already the day of the event itself. The scarf was also too short ( too short that it can't be called a scarf anymore.)

Also, my costume has the wrong shade of green and blue. It was dark green and blue respectively. SHI SHI SHI SHI

And during the day itself, the attached flower of my right boot kept falling off. So I decided to take it out. :<

My wig was also too long to cut out for ruri's hairstyle. So many imperfections. But still, we went through. I know. I suck.

I will not cram once again. This coming cosplay event, I shall have enough time to prepare moi'self. :))

Anyway, it was an irreplaceable experience.

Monday, October 1, 2012



Wanna sleep.

P.S. Cosmania was an awesome experience. <3

上に動かすのに時間 (︶︹︺)

Currently listening to:

As Long As You Love Me


Justin Beiber

" As long as you love me
We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold "
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