Thursday, September 27, 2012

{ one more day}


I need someone to wake me up and suck this evil lazy " energy" away from me.
actually, i really need someone to help me with the armor. I am doomed.

My friend tried to snap me out from my "lazy" mode yesterday.


This is all I can blog for now.

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

{ 3 more days}

... And I still have my armor and my boots to make.

Can I do this?

I hope we can. This time, I'm going to push through and no sleeping for me. ;_;

( In other words: Dark coffee for moi )

I have to cram.

Help fagasbhguvuwshyaery3hfh]v


Friday, September 21, 2012

{ through pricks and needles}

FINAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLY~ I am done with my eight sky blue ribbons for the boots. The fruit of my needle pricks. EGAD! ( Thanks to Yhannie for always teaching me her ways of kung fu stitching)

I brought the materials with me in the office today and if I'm not busy, I would sew my way out. Hahaha. And thus, I have finished them all. I realized sewing is fun! ヽ(;▽;)ノ But you have to prepare to what is to become of your skin. (*shi shi shi*)

Me, duckfaced, sewing the last ribbon. I'll BANG myself.

During my free time here in the office, I would do the same routine all over again because I'm too lazy to make it at home. My home's too cozy. It'll suck your energy. YES, IT'S THAT POWERFUL. THE OL' POWERFUL BED WOULD SEDUCE ME TO ITS CLUTCHES. (ーー;)

And me, done with all the fuwas fuwas in the world. PHEW.


7 Days more left. 

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

{ workaholic}

So here's the thing. Since I have two weeks left, I have to cram things here and there.

Yhannie ( a friend of mine) and her sister( and also a dear friend of mine ), Ara; went to the mall and bought some items for my boots and for my props. I'm glad I've found friends like them. They're die-hard and precious. GIRL POWER! The only thing that separated me from them, is that the two sisters both have boyfriends and I'm left with none. Oh Mr. Knight in Shining Armor, why are you taking so long?

All in all, we bought a good number of supplies. And yes, I have to pay them food. ( we pay each other food for helping one another) Haha. Yhannie A.K.A. Yhan taught me how to do the " hidden stitch". ( I didn't know that stitches have kung fu moves  HAHA ) It was quite easy and I was having fun stitching my way through. But I suck at folding a piece of clothing together. Imagine that. Even a simple "fold". illOTL

Next thing I'm going to make is my shoulder armor. It's quite bulky and hard but I'm going to manage this time. ACHAPWAAAAA~ >:O

It will all be about girl power and stuff. The team SPIRAL CATS has inspired me. <3

I've got 9 days left. 9 daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays~  It's a countdoooooooown~

P.S. Fever came back . 38.4 C. But I. STILL. HAVE. A. LOT. TO. DO. I feeeeel diiiiizzzzzy~ @.@

Monday, September 17, 2012

{ results of the dark}

Last night, I was locked outside my house, and my family went out. I tried to call them, they wouldn't reply nor answer. So imagine me, waiting for them at the veranda in one and a half hour suffer; outside in the cold, dark night with blood-sucking vampires and monsters alike. And the bad thing about it is, I FELL ASLEEP.

And now, I have a fever of 38.7 C.

Didn't tell my family about it.

And wouldn't.


It is pride.


Thursday, September 13, 2012

{ flowers' colors }

For me (as a girl) ,

a flower symbolizes a girl's worth.

I was thinking about how colorful my last blog was and researched about flowers and had come across a very interesting site that tells us the meanings of different flower colors.

SO here's the list:


 Red is symbolic of passion, love, and energy


Orange is symbolic of expansion, growth, and warmth. It is also a color of friendship and community.


Yellow is considered a symbol of purity, clarity truth and intellect. This ties the meaning of flower color in yellow to intelligence and reason.


The meaning of flower color in green is about renewal, growth, hope, health and youth.


The color blue speaks to the dreamers in our world, and blue flowers are the perfect gift to call out the muse in the poet, artist or musician in your life.


Indigo speaks to us of emotions, depth, and expressive moods


Violets are the perfect sentiment that says to someone “you are unique, special, and part of a perfect whole.”


White color itself is a symbol of peace and purity. The white blossoms convey an elegance and modesty.


The elegant pink flowers attract the lovers. Pink is a color of love and admiration.



I learned a lot. 「(°ヘ°)

Now I definitely know.

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

{ flower }

Flower of Love

- Mau -

( yes, i am Shakespeare)


Love is like the four seasons

Spring, Summer, Fall and Winter


is when the flowers bloom

When I met him, it was the beginning of spring

When we became together, our flower blooms


is when things go hot and intense

When problems, jealousy and misinterpretation happens


is when we feel the death closing in

The cold winter air has breached and has made us realized that our flower is slowly turning cold and thin

I thought to myself as the inevitable scene came in mind

That I can do nothing to bring what was already blind

And lastly


When everything is cold and dead

Our love is nowhere to be found

We can't bring back what was lost

Nor can we bring back the past

What happened to our flower to which we gave our love to?

What happened to our flower that we nourished and took care of?

What happened to our flower which we  gave our problems to and nourished it again?


is like the four seasons

And like the four seasons

It is a cycle.


Tuesday, September 11, 2012

{ smooooooooooooon <3 }

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cvjhbhvfbhdas vn

( this is what i felt this morning)

And after that moment:


Monday, September 10, 2012

{ boot covers}


I know there's always a first to everything. :/ But heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey, this is too much. If I hadn't sought help from someone, I would have given up a long time ago. There are just some things you just need help with  (ヘ。ヘ)

At least we have finished the boot form and the draping part; all that's left is the pieces that we should put together.

This is the boot cover we are making.

It was my first time to sew. AND MAAAAN, it hurts like hell.

I am now a wife candidate. >///< Achaaapppwaaaah~

I just need to buy myself some light blue colored fabric so I could put the pieces together. Since I lack the resources ( especially money to buy me some), imma just make the other leg's boot cover. Haha. Once I do, im gonna update my blog to post photos of our so called boot cover for the first time. I, myself, can say that it's not that bad for a first timer. ( especially after washing it ) :P


And that friend made me realize that when you just put your heart into it,

you're going to make it. 

ヾ(@† ▽ †@)ノ

Listening to:

Now That I've Found You

by Alison Krauss

Friday, September 7, 2012

{ it's worth it}

I'M GONNA MISS YOU!!~ (。┰ω┰。)

I know that it has only been three weeks but it seems like I have known you for a while now.

Thank you for making me laugh and smile, letting me feel that I can be comfortable with someone once again.
Thank you for letting me experience this warm feeling that I, myself, can't explain what it is.

Thank you for all those experiences we had.

May you never forget me. (T▽T)

You surprised me with such a thoughtful gift. It's like you've known me for a year now. Now I wanna cry. I will surely miss you. (´;ω;`)

When you gave the gift in the most unexpected moment, I was like:

" Wh-What is this? W-W-Why? "

You are the epitome of a prince. 

is all I could think of.


All of the time we spent together is all WORTH IT. (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

Thank you for making me feel this way. <3

You don't know how much you made me so happeeeeeeehhhh~

きっとマタいつか  o(;△;)o


♥ You are a wonderful experience. ♥

Thursday, September 6, 2012

{ I wanted You}

Thank you. It was a nice journey. :)



Listening to:

I Wanted You by Ina

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

{reaching "UMPH"}

And once again, I am blogging my butt off. (ノД`)・゜・。FORGIVE MEEEEHHHH~

Remember my blog: "UMPH"? Well, I've finally decided to divert myself to hobbies. ( Because when I was doing these hobbies of mine back in college, I wasn't looking for an UMPH at all. ) Maybe this method will help me cope with life once again.

Hobbies: making short stories, drawing, sketching, cosplaying, drinking booze ( and yes, i know i'm a bad girl (ノД`)・゜・。), watching anime, photography, going to far away places with friends(*winks*), making anime amvs and etc.

Maybe I just need time to get used to things that are happening now. I know it's been such a huge change, but hey, I was like this before it ever happened anyway with no worries. 。◕‿◕。 PewDiePie saves my life from boredom anyway. I am a proud member of his BRO ARMY. (❁´◡`❁)*✲゚*

Me, fuzzzzzling over drawwwiiiiinnggggssss ლ(́◉◞౪◟◉‵ლ)

( I brought it with me to kill boredom here in the office)

Guess what I found? *snickers*

It's a hit of painful truth all over the world. </3

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

{ singularity }


I treated my friends to some booze last night. It's just sad to know that, everyone nodded to the said gathering but only five of us attended.

Minus one since the other one lied and escaped. <.< Which is a major downfall. Gah!

So it has come to the four of us. We decided to call random friends ( those who wouldn't say 'no' for an answer Haha) and invited them to our night jam celebration.

My friends decided that we should go for rum ( white tanduay) mixed with some strawberry juice ( tang).

Well, since we lacked water and the mix was too sweet, I didn't know that I was already sober. I didn't notice I was when I stood up.  (*^*) Fushuuuuubuubuuu~

Sigh. Since I'm driving, they decided to cut me off from my booze and I was grateful. (ヘ。ヘ)

It was what you call a 'hanging' ending. I couldn't remember what I did. Oda said I was texting ashfashfpasbdfds;bgvpsdabf messages to her. And I couldn't remember at all. Hahaha. pppppeeeeeaaaassssssuuuuu! ^_^v

It was a hellatovfun! <3

Till next.

♥ わたしうれしいあなたは昨夜私を呼ばれたとき。♥

私知っているあなたはこれをわかっている。  ( ̄ω ̄;)

Listening to:

I Miss You by Incubus <3

GAH! I'm killing myself with more forehead kissesssssssss *foams in mouth*

Monday, September 3, 2012

{ I long for forehead kisses. }

The title says it all.
I'm dying. :(

{flowers in my stomach}

V_ n_ _ _ _      D_c_ _ _ i_ (´ ▽`).。o♡

I want to see you again.


hasugfdsagf[her[ghwhdhs'ahfdsdbgfa\f2whfregvdebsv'a... a good way. (*°∀°)=3

I feel like I'm nomnoming over flowers  (。♥‿♥。)


Saturday, September 1, 2012

{short hiatus}

Will be blogless for two days. (●´∀`●)

And I want some toast. (`・ω・´)”

See you guys. Will be off somewhere for the weekend. Ciao'.  \(>o<)ノ

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