{UMPH}

Well, I need an "umph" in life.  Without this so-called "umph", I feel like I'm missing something y'know. Everyday is so empty. There is just no...spice. I need it. That "umph". That die-hard "umph."

This "umph" is that bread spread in life. It's like I'm eating life the bland way. Where are you "Umph"? Why did you go away? ;_;

Since people are always telling me to engage myself in activities that would expand my circle of friends, I. SHALL. FOLLOW. (*^*)>

The exact song that would go to what  I'm feeling now is:

LEMON TREE by Fools Garden

( thanks to Oda for introducing this song to me)

Yes. After listening to the song, you might get what i meant about "umph."

THAT. DIE. HARD. "UMPH".

FRUIT 2. Here we go.  *dances*

I can't do anything but show the world of my smile. Perhaps:

SMILE.

Smile. Enjoy what you got right now.

Smile. Make decisions that would lead to your happiness.

Smile. Because the world can't help but smile with you.

Smile. I'm still searching for my "umph" in life.

Your random blogger:

Mau

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Precious Hearts

<3 I am into Precious Hearts Now. <3

Kenzo, My Love (´∀｀)♡

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{Pizza Paloooza}

My friends and I are going out for some pizza. <3 No words can describe how my friends and I love pizza and pasta. Italaian Food Galore. <3 (•ิ_•ิ)

PIZZZZZZAAAAA NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM PIZZZAAAAAAAAAAAAA NOM NOM NOM!

You are my escape of life's turmoil. ヽ(；▽；)ノ Come here you. Let's make babies. <3

PIZZZZZZZZZZZAAAAAAAAAA~

Mood: Numb and Hesitant

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{nothing lasts forever}

Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience. - Victoria Holt

LIFE.

Live it. Love it. Lick it.

LIFE.

I just want to give these smores to him. And play Skyrim.

[and my USB]

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{ eSports }

Random Boy 1: Whoah, Starcraft!

Random Boy 2: Yeah, it is.

Random Boy 1: Is that Starcraft 1 or 2? I guess that's Starcraft 2. ( me with twitching ears)

Random Boy 2: It's Starcraft II.

Me ( couldn't handle the conversation): Do you guys play Starcraft II?

Random Boy 1: Starcraft I. I never tried playing Starcraft II.

Me: How about you?

Random Boy 2: I never played both of those games. But I heard of its story.

Me( facing Random Boy 1): Let's play sometime. I'm also a noob. You should try playing Starcraft II.

Random Boy 1: Hahahaha! No wonder!

Random Boy 2: She's looking for a victim!

And I was wearing a LARGE grin. ( *dammit. They've seen right through me ⊙△⊙ )

PESO eSports was a 2 day event full of excitement and thrill. Main games are the following: Starcraft II , Dota 2, Dota, and Tekken 6. Many players were gathering in one spot and I was like *spazzmyewhfhdwpbfasd* off. ⊙▽⊙

Lex was a player in the event. He was Top 7. ( beri gud beri bright) Haha. And I've seen some familiar faces. And most of his friends. (^_^)v

Next time, if there's an eSport event coming up, IMMA JOOOOOOOOOINNNN~ >:3 I am badass. PROTOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSS ( or maybe imma change my race to Terran) I'm not sure anymore.

I SHALL RETURN.

Imma post pics for updates in my next blog and show you guys, how a fangirl freak I can be. >:D

- replies are needed -

oooooh, and imma greet my mom the warmest birthday greeting. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMAAAAAAA! I LOVE YOU!!! You are the greatest mom a girl could have. You are still young and beautiful! Keep smiling mommy~ :*

Your any random day blogger,

Mau

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{ another progress}

will be attending the two-day major gaming event  today. Cosplay will only be a sideline because this event focuses on all the electronic players and their OZUM skills. *^*

Will only go as an original character. Did not have enough time to prepare and such because of my job and its anniversary. So i was quite busy if you ask me. I became a referee in the games of our celebration. o.o

And here's a whole body preview of my Sheryl Nome Cosplay. Fushuuuu~ <3

(thanks to Zen for the fantastic bodyshot.)

I want to divert myself to activities such as these.

Otherwise, my heart will have its pieces fall again. And me no gusta. o.o

and also, yesterday was the birthday of my ex-boyfriend. He invited me out to dinner with his family. And it seems like nothing changed. Well, all happy endings start with an ending so let's not put hopes with that one. :3

Happy Birthday Lex. :D Hope we will both be happy in life.

Oh, and he will be attending the eSports Event today, so yeah, I hope i'll be able to give him the smores I made for his birthday. I wasn't able to give it to him yesterday, because I was afraid that he wouldn't like it. But then he told me that he would, so yeah, let's see if he likes my (akane's from ranm 1/2) cooking.

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{ My love for cosplay)

Since I have a lot of free time and everyday is like a schedule to me, i need some change.  A simple  change that can , well, you know, make use of my time and all that stuff. ＼(;´□｀)/ So I need to go steady with this passion of mine which is cosplaying.No one wants to have an everyday schedule. Believe me, it's scary.

Cosplaying has offered a wide range of activities to me. Improving your artistic skills, and your resourcefulness are one of the few benefits of cosplaying. I cosplay because I love what I love and I'm not afraid to show it. I'm proud that I go gaga over Ao No Exorcist or Guilty Crown or... or... Honey and Clover or Lovely Complex. I go gaga to all of them. I'm proud that I am an OTAKU. i will bear an otaku title. <(￣︶￣)> booooyaah!

Well, back to where we left off, I'm going to dedicate my time to making props and test my artistic skills to its limits. Since, the fun I had was long gone, and I'm not sure if it's going to come back or not to me permanently; (and when it DOES come back, I'll hug it back with open arms)  but until then, I'll divert myself to these activities therefore. ヾ(´▽｀;)ゝSo back off boys. Kufufufufu~ No disturbing.

ヾ(＠† ▽ †＠）ノ

To cosplay, you need passion. <3 *doki*

" and passion i shall"

Risa Koizumi from Lovely Complex

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Lots and lots of passion （￣へ￣） like a boss.

Photo credits: http://worldcosplay.net

{ Nurses from the Silent Hill Game}

just epic ain't it? <3

I. AM. A. PROUD. OTAKU.  (︶ω︶)

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{ There's a difference }

Please know the difference between every situation. Like knowing the difference between want and need; the difference between " I love you because I need you and I need you because I love you." The difference between dislike and hate and all the other "betweens" in life. You get the point. ~ (´；д；`)

There is a necessity of needing to know the differences. This is a must in life. It is a must.

Please. Please know all the differences. I need space sometimes. I need space.

SIGH. (╯︵╰,)

Will stuff myself with food because I am a sad panda. (●￣(ｴ)￣●)

22, tomorrow <3 

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{ why can't i refuse?}

The title says it all: i have this weird habit in saying yes to every favor I get. Recently, I was chosen as a representative in a talent show and honestly speaking, I don't want to at all. I had it with talent shows. I was traumatized by my recent experience ( both my laptop and celphone got stolen). I know , I know that joining a talent show, doesn't mean that it's going to happen again . But you may never be too cautious. And besides, I have memories from that certain February. And it is still making my heart bleed. ((T.T； )
i miss you. </3

back toooooo the topic of not being able to refuse favors, I JUST CAN'T. My brother even called me a "Yes Girl". I'm just too scared to refuse. I have two reasons: either, i'm afraid i would lose an opportunity for my my sake, or i'm afraid of not being able to grab the opportunity while i had the chance. ( Do those choices even make sense?) (ノдヽ)

I know I must say no in the future. But time will tell. And I promise myself I will. :>

And Happy Birthday to my friend, Clark. :3 Now listen, I want some cake yo hear? （￣ー￣）

I am the Cake Monster. MUHAHAHAHAH~

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{ i lack }

Okay, here is one picture  from the last shoot. As what I have stated from my last blog, that the plan has been changed from summer sunshine into black and white, ( because Kim and I dropped by to eat some cake.)
*(*´∀｀*)☆ TEHEH~!

Hello there. I am the cake monster :p

And I would like to share some of my sentiments because my heart's heavy at the moment :(

Remember When

by Brittney K. Cook

Remember when we were so in LOVE?
I do, because you were the one I could trust.

Remember when you would hold me tight?
I do, I didn’t want you to let go I wanted it to last all night.

Remember when we use to argue about the stupidest things?
I do, because when you got mad it was the cutest thing!

Remember when our love was so strong?
I do, because I thought nothing could go wrong.

Remember when you said you loved me?
I do, I had a great feeling come to me.

Remember when you said you wouldn’t lie?
I do, because when I found out all I did was cry.

(´；ω；`) My misery. Please end.

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